Chlamydia

"There comes a point in life when you get tired of chasing people around, trying to make them happy, and trying to fix everything, but it's not considered giving up. It's realizing that you don't need to put up with the crap of certain individuals"

I'm starting to think im way too nice for my own liking.

ANYWAYS. this quote was taken from one of my girls, and there's only one thing I could say about it, which is, "ITS TRUE". You do all these things because you love someone.

You push away your pride because you try to be there for them like you promised, you try to make them happy, you try to help them when their in need, you always try to make things right, you put them ahead of yourself, you try to give them what they need, and it's all because you LOVE them.

If you express this to another person, they only see it as one thing: they treat you like shit. so then you start to think to yourself "nope. not me! these certain individuals would never do that to me!" Is that really true? Would they really NOT do that to you? But maybe your right, maybe they have no intentions of doing so. But because they're so caught up with other things, they don't realize that they really are treating you like shit. JUST A POSSIBILITY*

With that being said, any possibility comes down to one thing: they shouldn't be doing that to you AT ALL whether they have intentions to or not. (In most cases, they don't have intentions) SO NOW WHAT?

You try to ignore them and move on. BUT, you always end up coming back because you've gotten to know these certain individuals so well and for so long, that you know THIS PERSON IS BETTER THAN THIS.

....... or was it just an act this whole time. BUT REMEMBER: there's always 2 sides of a story.


(catch my drift? Not much to say or do. But I keep my promises. So i'm here to stay and put up with the fuckery. just not the same ways i did)