Early Morn`

9:36 am. It was an early morning for me, momma woke me up early to help her do the laundry at 6am. At first, I was too tired to make a move.. until I saw that it was hurting her just to put the clothes in the washing machine, I couldn't bare to see that. So i took over from beginning to end. At that moment, a sudden rush of sad thoughts came to me. Just held back the tears and kept folding the clothes. We got home at 9:00am and i knew i couldn't be home just yet. SO i decided to jog off EVERYTHING that was on my mind. LOL come to think of it, i jogged for like 2 minutes and got tired and just started walking, and then i jogged again and then just sat down on a bench for a good 15 minutes.and jogged for like less than 10? LOL damn

What I lost and what I COULD lose? Is all the thoughts that are in my mind
Losing family members, losing teachers, losing the best i ever had.

I WANT EVERYTHING BACK! I CANT STAND TO LOSE ANYMORE, this year is a losing year. AND I HAD ENOUGH.. AND I MOST DEFINETLY DO NOT want to lose the best woman in the world. Thursday is the day I see what else God has in store for me, till then imma keep praying until something happens..

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"Baby HERE I AM
Im YOUR man girl
I came with everything YOU needed
YOU AND ME are UNDEFEATED
until the end of time
ONE MIND, ONE HEART, ONE LOVE
All you gotta do is,
TAKE MY HAND
WE WILL STAND
THIS WAS MADE TO LAST FOREVER
So lets say it together for the rest of time
ONE MIND, ONE HEART, ONE LOVE"

TREY SONGZ- ONE LOVE